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Would You Be Proud

Updated: Feb 6

Tuesday marks nine years.

Nine years ago you abandoned me,

and tried to kill me.

If you could see the man I have become,

Would you be proud?

If you could see the progress I have made,

Would you be proud?

If you could see me speaking on stage, helping others..

Would you be proud?

If you could see inside my soul and see my intention in life.

Would you be proud?

If you could see the times I needed you but had to fight all alone.

Would you be proud?

Would you be mad at yourself?

If you could see how much I fight and how dedicated I am in my life journey.

Would you be proud?

No.

No, you would not be proud.

Because according to you,

you only had 1 child, who is my brother.

According to you I am not worth anything.

According to you I am some orphan that you loved to hurt and destroy,

to test the limits of the human mind.

And do you know what?

All that doesn’t matter.

I don’t fight for you,

I don’t strive towards freedom, for you,

There is not one thing that I do, consciously for you.

You say I am not your son.

I say, you are not my mother.

You are not my father.

These words do not mean anything to me.

I fight,

For me.

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